Rant
Posted on Mar 4th, 2008
by 
Sora Ryu
Sora Ryu
why do people have to use and abuse me? it hurts.
they take adavantage of my kind, polite nature, and forget about me
no one cares
it is as if i am nothing
it hurts
i' don't like it
not even my supposed best friend can support me,
she can only criticize me and hurt me, humiliate me.
she has betrayed me and choosen another
for no reason whatsoever
i wish i could be happy but i can not
it is better for me to be alone
yes i am bitter and sad
but do i deserve this
no
and yet i have lost my best friend
and go thru life without anyone close to my heart (except, perhaps at Gaia)
i have no friends
and
it hurts
i am quite alone *
i have given up
*except for God and family
they take adavantage of my kind, polite nature, and forget about me
no one cares
it is as if i am nothing
it hurts
i' don't like it
not even my supposed best friend can support me,
she can only criticize me and hurt me, humiliate me.
she has betrayed me and choosen another
for no reason whatsoever
i wish i could be happy but i can not
it is better for me to be alone
yes i am bitter and sad
but do i deserve this
no
and yet i have lost my best friend
and go thru life without anyone close to my heart (except, perhaps at Gaia)
i have no friends
and
it hurts
i am quite alone *
i have given up
*except for God and family
Access: Public
bitterness
August 2008 
… WOW and UUH ! .. you know dear me too is having many such lines written .. but these you have written ARE just a clear expression of a Sensitive, tender and beautiful HEART !
..GREAT !!… and by the way you have written- Except, perhaps Gia !…OH !..thanx and SO allow us to Love you Much more than You have imagined !!…agreee ???
thanks sawinder. i know there are enlightened ppl out there….at Gaia are so many…it helps me go on.